If I only show you the good He writes with me and the fun times of adventures…you will never understand how much daily I need Him. I pray this lets you know you are not alone for we all have down days and sometimes do not even know why. In the midst of joy I find the enemy is relentless to rob it and sometimes I am quite the wimpy fighter…rather than the warrior I am called to be. I pray this transparency does not discourage you…but that you never feel alone on your dark days…for in our weakness..He is strong! It is in the valleys we catch beautiful glimpses otherwise not seen..so take courage..a rainbow is around the bend..

 

 

 

Father Come
1/23/2013 9:58 AM

Father come and sit
Can I talk to you a bit?
Today I’m lonely you see
Not sure why my heart wants to bleed.
Maybe I’m longing for home?
Sometimes I’m so ready to go
Tell me just how long will you wait
Before I finally get to see your face?

This journey has had many roads
sometimes it seems so very cold
My feet so heavy you see
battling daily the enemy.
So hard to even find
A place to use what you said was mine
Please help me understand
Is this you or is this man?

I wonder can I walk
Another mile as you call.
Discouraged and oh so tired
Wounds so deep they bleed for hours.
Discernment is a friend sometimes showing the heart of men
Yet wishing I didn’t know something’s you have foretold.

Lord, I think I now understand
the Psalms of David as He ran
His sorrow in midst of joy
two emotions like yo-yo toy.

For you hold in your hands
my destiny, my promised land
no prospering of weapons formed
You are faithful to always warn.

So in this closet I pour my heart
You give me strength; You say “Don’t Stop.
Your affirmation comes from me;
Keep your eyes on things not seen.”

Thank you Lord for sitting here
For inclining your precious ear
I think I’ll make another day
As my burdens you gently take.

And Lord, thanks again for reminding me
I am called to royalty.
And no matter what this world declares
My Call’s secure under your care.

 

Love MUCH,