After the turn of the year I noticed something that’s becoming precious to me.
Although we were adding groups and I was still handling my normal schedule, I seemed to be able to withstand the work better. My body was holding up nicely and I even felt like I had extra margin each week which made no sense because some of our outreaches have reached a nominal increase of time and labor.
Until I realized it must be that I had been graced for this new season and the fruit of what God has asked me to do was proving Himself as the great under-girder of that which He calls forward.
When I was talking to the Lord about it it was as if I could sense Him saying, “You’ve been graced for this.”
But also out of my own mouth was Him whispering, “Stay in the grace.”
It’s an interesting feeling actually and I do mean feeling. I tangibly feel free, not overburdened, my plate is very full but not heavy. It’s like, “Wow!” This is awesome Lord!
I can’t say I’ve always felt this way. While the last few years have been beautiful it has at times come with warfare that was for real “out of this world.” I’ve learned not to expect that to get any better but to learn to live in it with the authority Christ has given me.
But I do have to say this: I’m realizing I’ve also cultivated what seems to be my lane. In staying in that lane I’ve learned mostly the hard way what to say, “No” to, how to protect my rest time, and guard diligently my meetings with the Lord.
All of this has given me a glorious peace that is, honestly, a breathable freedom in Christ.
The “add on’s” for this year were His plan and my “Yes” came with His full support. The rest I said goodbye to with much easier ease I noticed than in previous seasons in my life.
I am 53 now and I have to tell you that wisdom continues to grow in the Lord through His Word but also through experience with Him. His lesson plans are perfectly constructed for each of us in a way that is best for us and best for Him.
So, friends, stay in the grace. It is a beautiful place to be.
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